JaslineLeeJinyi
There's a guy who make her understand the real meaning of love and pain.
feelings are gone and its never coming back.
So, who will save her from her lowest point of life?
she's currently fifteen.
studying at NorthVistaSec, 1e2, 2e2, 3e1.
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Friday, July 3, 2009 | 8:46 AM | Top
why cant you just say words that i really want to heard. i am lost and yet feelings u gave me, made me worst. i hoping for at least one sentence like u will be there for me whenever i need u. but all u said was now my heart and mind has only one thing. i am lost in your world. i became what i am now because of you, i did all those things was just to forget about you and after patched, i still do those things because i really wish that those concerns that he gave, was from you! i am really wondering why u chose to patch. isnt because to forget someone, the best way is to go into another relationship. if thats the case, am i just a tool, a substitute? u knew that i hated this. i know my true self. i know what i really want but i dont get it. not even the minimum. clearly, u still have not get over her. u cried for her but never me. everything include her but not me. i am so nothing. u are just used to having me by ur side and having that first aid box whenever u need it but thrown to the side when u dont need it. damn. i shouldnt have agreed. what he said was right, what u did was unforgivable but i still forgave. when u need strenght, i will give u all the strenght i had. but what about me? all i do was give and give and give and yet when i need some, u didnt give me any. CRAPS!!!!! i should give others a chance. i have totally no hope in this relationship anymore. I AM FEELING SO LOUSY NOW! |
